yan

2009-05-17T11:38:00.002+08:00

omg faz just got married..
shes only 22..
biasela stewardess..
byk duet kahwin siang..
it was done safely yesterday at about 4pm..

tink bace eh, we were friends for 4 years..
n now she is married da tkle lepak la kan together..
8/9 yrs down d road it might b my turn...

gonna miss d kecoh of fayz..
but well we still got the rest...
ain aini diyanah n rai..
kahwin korg jgn luper jemput aku yo..

2009-05-12T11:07:00.003+08:00

sum1 commented that my post always have the word 'well'
so i aint using it today...

went to the west side of singapore for the first time in many years..
ya i dun like to go there is like so ulu..
there was suppose to be a friendly match there but was canceled
thanks ah org dr jauh datang canceel
no more matches to be held at west side..
east only can...
haha..
cant blame it cos ssc is afraid there might be damage to the field due to heavy rain that pagi
so we went fico..
gerek kepe...

have to quit smoking man have been coughing non stop...
well i have planned to quit..before getting married..
a month before to be exact..
good plan hah..

my knee is hurting me again..
now even worst..go down stairs also pain..
stupid chair nye fault...

n today i have a movie screening at suntec...
i dunno where the hell is the movie theater..
nvm just follow the rest..
m i in ns or wat..
if ns is like this n they pay 1200 p/m
i take it man even if its for 10 years

lastly happy 19th bdae nuratiqah..
da besar anak bapak..hahahaha

2009-04-24T18:06:00.002+08:00

hmmm...
life in camp is now back to being boring...
but the week was fun..
did alot of stupid stuffs..
until kena maraed by someone in the higher levels..

liverpool vs arsenal ended 4-4...
cool match...
terpekik2 kite...

2009-04-18T10:49:00.002+08:00

.Shawty wanna thug
Bottles in the club
Shawty wanna hump
You know I like to touch ya lovely lady lumps

Call me so I can make it juicy for ya
C-Call me s-so I can get it juicy for ya
C-Call me s-so I can make it juicy for ya
C-Call me s-so I can get it juicy for ya
C-Call me s-so I can make it juicy for ya
C-Call me s-so I can get it juicy for ya
C-Call me s-so I can make it juicy for ya
C-Call me s-so I can get it juicy for ya

love these lines..haha..
dah tkde keje

2009-04-08T18:15:00.002+08:00

in life everyone face their difficulty..
either its big or small..

for me people view my problem as small..
people think its easy to be here..
people think its easy for me to carry the burden all my life..
well its not...
some may get to dig out the problem from me..
most dont...
well what ever it is i have to be thankful for all that i have...

1 more time if it is high i have to do something about it...

2009-02-08T13:18:00.001+08:00

the past week was long
very2 long..
so much things to do
so much training
n were punished sumore
but well tats life..

lets see..
thanks for coming n fetch me even under the rain..
i appreciate it alot...
so sweet of u u noe..
haha...

2009-01-27T07:17:00.002+08:00

sat was fun..
went to sentosa..
wake up early u noe..
something i dont do..
help made sandwich at tqah house..
den were off..
janji nye kul 1030
became later n later..haha
kelaka ah
ni ah kua with girls..
hehe..

at sentosa,
played with b some funny game..
den she played with her friends..
shes funny..she hate sports
how to stay fit..
den we walk at this flowery place before heading to vivo back

love u b..

2009-01-23T15:59:00.003+08:00

sometimes in life u dun get what u want..
n what u dun want u get..
but we try to make do with it..
it may not be the best for us
but we sacrifice for others to be happy...

haha..
so random
lets get it straight..
this week will b a long weekend

going sentosa tomorrow..
haha..
n yesterday was 5 months..
well hope to c better of the future together u..

love u tqah..miss u..

2009-01-02T15:30:00.002+08:00

went home at 5 semalam so penat
lepak with hairi zul n farhan at yishun...

lame tk lepak
bual konek sak kiterorg..
kene lepak lg eh geng...

alamak da tk tau nk blog bout wat
haha

2008-11-16T15:46:00.003+08:00

hu says a staff nurse do not interact with patient but papers?
stating a fact,staff nurse do both of it..
only few do not do it...
haha..

hmm..
i had fun smlm..
but tiring ah..
miss u loads

2008-11-08T11:22:00.001+08:00

Betapa aku mencintaimu
Dengan sepenuh hatiku

Betapa aku menyayangimu
Lebih dari yang kau tahu

Syuuu…huuu... ooo... ooo

Inginku bahagiakan dirimu
Setiap saat bersamaku

Seperti janjiku kepadamu
Takkan pernah ku ingkari

[reff]
Aku kan slalu ada di dekatmu
Aku kan slalu menemani harimu
Kau harus tau betapa aku
Mencintaimu…wow…

Ooo… ooo… ooo… ooo…
Ooo… ooo… ooo…

Betapa aku mencintaimu
With everything inside of me…

for so long this song is in my psp but never hear..

2008-11-07T22:51:00.003+08:00

2 more week
hmm i noe alot of guys hu r freaking funny to the max u noe..
kutok org depan2 mate..
bual brg tk make sense to the one we kutok except us..
its pretty fun to laugh at them n they join the laughter without knowing its them
funny people...

well 2x i meet u dis week..
n today u seems upset a lil bit i dunno y..
but well hope u feel better..
tat i have met u yet another day..

haha

2008-10-24T08:44:00.003+08:00

my service phase is over..
it all went well..
well now to combat phase..
wonder wat it will b like..
after this i wonder where do i go..

hmmm...
d friends i have are funny..
very funny..
so many diff character that bonds together quite well..
always kutoking the same person as we talk..
haha..

Raye

2008-10-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

Raye was fun...
haha
though i spend like more time in camp than outside..
well i got quite a lot of money...

got myself a new specs,shirts pants n shoes..
not for raye but for other occassion..
long time tk g shopping..haha..

2008-09-28T08:19:00.005+08:00

1. The person who tag you is? :- Nuratiqah

2. Your relationship with him/her is? : - Gee erm..haha

3. Your five impressions of him/her? :- cute..cute..cute..cute..and more cute

.4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? :- wat sia..like dun have..haha

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you? :- 'i love u'...haha

6.If he/she become your lover, you will? :- if eh?if lover than i will squeeze her cheeks cos its so fleshy

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be? :- d way she takes advises

8.If he/she become your enemy, you will? :- kill her..haha

9.If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be? :- for fun

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is? :- for me to know for u to find out
11. Your overall impression of him/her is? :- a cute small gurl hu luk not her age hu will b able 2 get someone attn with just a smile
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? :- Gee i dunno dun ask me
13. The characters you love of yourself are? :- hack care attitude
14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are? :- i dunno
15. The most ideal person you want to be is? :- Kaka
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them? :- enjoy beb..
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blogs only.
1. Syairazi
2.Hazwan
3.whoever
4.whoever
5.whoever
6.watever
7.No one
8.No one
9. No one
10. No one
18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? :- i dunno eh maybe beyonce
19. Is no.9 a male or female? No idea..
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? : of course
21. What is no.2 studying about? : everything he is in sec four mah
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? : NEVER
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? : ROCK
24. Does no.1 have any siblings? : Yeap..I am the sibling and my bro too..Hhee
25. Will you woo no.3? : ???
26. How about no.7? : ??
27. Is no.4 single? : ??
28. What is the surname of no.5? : zzzzzzzzz
29.What’s the hobby of no.10? : doing nothing

mak datok i did dis anyhow seh..jgn mara..haha

WED a day we all look foward to...
HARI RAYW BEB!!!
buang 2 hari but its ok i got gd reason for tat...
kemas the house its damn tiring...

met hairi mim n all at sch on fri...
hairi kurang asam...

well for u, it was great time spent but b longer man..

2008-09-19T11:12:00.002+08:00

MED TRAINING INSTITUTE CBT MEDIC...
tats where my ns life is taking me next...
wonder wat else lies for me...

well wed was great..
had great fun man...
real fun...
haha
wat i say i got it..
I GOT IT OK...

haha..

how long more to wait i dunno..

blue is my colour every yr n also dis y..
sian..
blue ok?

2008-09-16T13:15:00.002+08:00

god ibu is sick..
abah also sick..
i m also sick..
batok2 tk stop..

lets see...
16 DAYS sehs!!!
da 16 DAYS!!
lets see how much longer...
i ken tahan i noe...

i m going to b posted to my new unit...soon..
hope to get a gd one..
yg lepaks...
haha

just for u..haha

2008-09-13T12:49:00.002+08:00

sayeWeird...
had to blog just for u isit..?
kidding...

well..
i feel bad...
is it cos of me someone else get a scolding..
well i gotta face it..
i m not a tat good a person..
but i do my best n b on my best behaviour...
hope tat will cool things down..

remember to say sorry..
its not so hard to do so..
sometimes we dun understand wat others is thinking..
for u it might be an OK GO thingy
but to others its a no go...
so ya its hard to understand another person..
but we do try...

love to be loved by you...

POP

2008-09-09T19:50:00.003+08:00

9 Sept 2008 today..
marks the last day i m at tekong..
but life in the army just began...
there are more to come..
i was declared unfit by MO for command sch..
due to the fact i got difficulty breathing
so i have to b a man instead..

well i will miss them all..
my platoon mates...
the craziest of all of ORION..
or maybe the whole of sch 2...
now we are all pte..
haha
small rank huh but well we are all happy to pass out...
v v happy

Field Camp

2008-08-21T17:35:00.002+08:00

12 km fbo march..
god its so damn tired..
almost died
kidding cos i was breathless in the last 2 km of the march..
if not for my platoon mates i dunno wat might happen..

N ya i have yet to see a wildboar man...
i wanna c one..
mcm interesting gitu...

n ya people field camp is tiring..
they should just scrap all the route marches and field camps and go urban..
urban more fun...
haha

macam CS cume more cool..
kept shoting n shoting n regret after cos...
the carbon is so hard to clean..
damn it
so for future batches dun shoot so much
shoot moderately..
haha...

tiring

2008-08-09T09:20:00.002+08:00

god it is a tiring week..
next week more tired..
no joke doing 8 km route march...
in the nite summore...

sit test was absolutely tiring also..
arti2 run...
n ya ran almost 2 km man
tat sir made us ran to one station than ran back n run again till he puas hati..

2008-07-26T12:15:00.002+08:00

IM BACK
2 weeks confinement in TEKONG ISLAND is damn chalat..
the air is so diff frm singapore..
y? cos there are too many guys so ya it is bad air..haha
well there are gurls too...

i got great SGT in my platoon..
they are nice people but we are not..
always late for everything..
always make them angry..

I miss singapore food..
i miss ibu abah n her..

being a soldier is hard..
a soldier kant..
talk on hp while walking..
kant sleep on the bus
smoking in uni
knt hold ur gf hand n many more...
sighs...

2008-07-08T15:10:00.002+08:00

well last post till next time...
the time has come to answer the call of the nation..
haha
to pulau tekong i go..
2 weeks confinment...
3 months bmt..
fuh..
wonder ken i make it or not...
have yet to pack my bag..
sure die daddy will sure scold one..
he hate me do things last min mah...

take care guys...

2008-07-04T11:05:00.004+08:00

time past so fast..
one moment i m 10 n nw i m 20 soon..
damn old already..
before u noe it i m 60 with grandkids..haha..

well i have seen love ones come into my life..
n i have seen love ones leave..
be it they pass on or they just refuse to be close anymore...
gee i ask myself will me n my brothers be like that?
i reali hope not...
in this life family to me is 1st than other things that comes along...
n i hope to keep it tat way...

friends..
well they come and go..
like the wind..
only some will stay n still b ur friend..
most jus go on with life...

so ya...
today i have many friends
tomorow i nvr noe if any will stay by my side during hard times..

ok cut it out yan...

i have been counting down for my enlistment date...
5 days to go..
haha..
dun miss me people..haha
but i noe u do...

went for the last dk session last wed..
well the guys did better..ken see they have matured n r trying hard..
to reach unreachable notes to them before...
a good effort..need more of it though..
n ya head of dikir..farhan is gd..
suare fuyoh mcm 3 awok2..
last time zai awok2 atas langit..
farhan awok2 suare juruh..wakakaka

2008-06-30T16:06:00.002+08:00

Eating Paradise...Iqa stuffed me with food- either from those she cant finish or those she brings to werk...
There is apollo n jollibean in there...
Kiderbueno
U see what i mean she is so engrossed eating N where is no food she make her blue tag epok2
here is an example of it

tot of exchanging slippers but oh well her leg too small
Cold temperature in there man
n lastly our new model for the icon village thingy

that feels better

2008-06-28T11:45:00.004+08:00

it feels much2 better after i said wat i need to say
at least i noe wat rxn it brings...
ppl might think wat i did is to try n get something in return
well no way man..
if i help someone i nvr xpect a return...
i help cos i want to
n if i dun help it might b there is something wrng with u..

smiling dont mean ur happy n crying dont mean sad..
in dis life u will nvr noe wat time brings u..
1 moment u might b ok with a person n the other moment u might not..
its a cycle people say...

it meks me feel happy u r ok
its great to hear...
i wish u a great time of ur life ahead...

NS in less than 2 weeks..
2 WEEKS...
damn 9 july is coming so fast
faster than expected..
gotta enjoy life before my enlistment date..
TEKONG CHALET here i come

well a great thanks to iqa for her help
n a sorry eh if i did bully u..
well if i worked alone it will be so bored..
and as i say she is 21 but has a character of a 12 yr old..haha
kidding....shortie...hehe
ingat dok..jgn mara2 slalu nanti lekas tua n ya
angkat kol bia helo dia lembut eh..
baru nk ual kn sedap je dgr suare tu..haha
great minds think alike..
haha..
ku muda tp berpengalaman..ceh step se aku

emo lg

2008-06-21T11:26:00.001+08:00

life has never been simple...
not for anyone...
its tough as decision making are critical..
sometimes in life u got only a chance to do a particular thing..

people come people go...
they enter ur life n they left just like they enter it(a stranger)
i realise this there are only 2 impt ppl in my life
other than family and my gd friends n bestfriends..
i do not wish to mention their names...

i face a prob tat i myself kant settle it..
i been looking at people facing probs n wanna help them thru the tough times
but i kant express it like others can
i wanna say but it is hard...
but tis is sure..
a replacement for u is impossible
i left not for anyone but for u..
in my heart there is no one but u
as d date of enlistment draws near,
i like u to noe tat u will always b missed n loved by me..
always...

emo

2008-06-18T08:31:00.002+08:00

its 8am n i kant sleep..
something is bothering my mind..
24 hrs n counting...
beep!an sms but its not u..
haiz..i got so worried..where have u been are u alrite?
ya i wont ask u..but i always wonder if u r ok...
i dun noe y i dint wanna call u..
but i refrain for a reason...
mb u r happy being alone or maybe there is someone new..
working never keep my mind off u..
thats y i kept talking n talking n talking...
cos once i m quiet i will flip the phone n see that u hv not msg me..

i always remember the time we met..
i sat with u..facing the waters n d dark sky..
i was sad wen i met u..
i wanted to tell u how much i love u..
how much i wish u could pull me thru all this..
but my mouth seemed zipped...
but u, i love u so much..
hope to hear fm u soon

wahaha

2008-06-17T22:16:00.004+08:00

yesterday was reading d news smlm
somehow my eyes caught on something interesting...
ina was on the news...haha..
something like tat...
took a lot of trouble to cut the pic out kays..
haha...

today..
was bored so i flip2 the book n go n draw iqa...
lawa dok haha..
den got nothing to do so drew her sistas lak..
well dint turn out rite esp the other one..the shorter one...

happy bdae man people

2008-06-15T10:33:00.005+08:00

haha..
today is someone bdae...
her name is NUR SYARINA BTE YUSOFF..
haha..soe gang i noe u dun like ppl to say ur full name...
da 20...tua beb...bila mau tinggi??
so hard to think of a present for u...
a pair of shoe last yr, 1 side per yr so ya it covers till tis yr..haha
kidding..
tp hope u enjoy ur bdae treat wateva it is today...
da nk start keje budak tu ye...
gud luck...
well at 12 i "msg" u..only to see tat i got the wrong no...
ntah cina mane tah i go n send..
haha

hmmm
hairi celebrated his bdae on fri...
he went ice skating with farah aka leher teleng..haha
ngn family die dok...
n he gave a stupid reason to her dad...
"i watch cinema alone here n stay at tamp..."
when he is in jurong
bodoh seh ni ketot..haha..jgn mara eh...

sadness

2008-06-14T16:31:00.002+08:00

confused...
u noe loving someone is not bout having her to urself...
it may be she is not meant to be with u...
there is someone..
she is damn nice to me..
but i have been not that nice to her...
i hurt her over n over again...
that means i do not love her...
but the fact is i do but i dont knw wat was wrong with wat i did..
it ken b said as nonsense but i swear it is true...

so this is it...
i want u to have a gd life..
b with someone tat ken make u hepi someone tat ken mek u smile like i first met u...
cos i think i had run out of steam for all that...
i kept failing n i give up...
i dun need anyone to replace u...
u r irreplaceable in my heart..

some brings memories

2008-06-11T01:15:00.004+08:00

tis is a pic of me wen in pri one...
can see? haha..
old old pic still have it...
memories man..

work is damn tiring..
11-9 to sit n play games when no one is around...
ok la..
never before in 7 years i have known her sis did i talk to her..
but shes ok..
funny n well even 21 shes not tat mature..hahaha..
well she dint noe hw to play poker cards at first but nw...
haha..even though she always lost she still wanna play..haha

thanks guys for the fun

2008-05-23T11:08:00.004+08:00

these are some of the pics i took:

after grad smlm me faz ain diyanah plan to meet at 3 at city hall mrt...
well apparently i was d one late....
diyanah n ain waited for me at eunos mrt till 345 i think..
well not my fault the bus brk down wat...
but well they were alrite..
despite me being late for 30 min plus..

well..
ain was lil deaf wat we say she said something else..
diyanah pulak something wrong with her speech...
n me ya they say i m potek...

3 of us search for the stupid mac in suntec...
asked the security guy he said "go 200 to 300 m n go down the escalator"
we were like ok...
d best part there is no mac on the mall directory

in the end jumpe gak la...
go to know 2 guys- fairuz n najeet if thats how to spell their names..
we makan n den went to get uno cards..
sanggup se g toys 'r' us n go n buy..

den lepak at lib jap n ain play this jony wush..
den to the roof where we played uno n fazilah lost for the 1st time n did a forfeit..
kecian die round the couple 1 time..haha..
den was true n dare d best was all did a dare except me..
tat thing pointed at me 1 time only..
haha...

at 8 plus we headed to starbucks...
got drinks n tune in to 24.6FM at certain times while we were there..hehe
played a game of uno again..
ain lost this time trashed by me..haha
left starbucks at about 9 plus den i was damn thirsty so grabed a drink..
me diyanah n ain sat at city hall mrt till 1040 or so den took the train to bedok..
n den headed hm...

gang soe ah aku tk uat dare tk kesempatan nxt time eh..
kecian faz did d paleng susah dare..hehe

graduated

2008-05-23T10:57:00.005+08:00

on the way to sch

in the stupid hot n heavy gown

Fayz & me
me n wen qian

it was graduation day ysterday...
well it was so boring bt i like the eating part...
hmmm...
wen i went on stage to collect the thingy,
the guy said congratz n in my blur state i said welcum..
wth sia n gagap-ed to say thanks..
after that took some pics with aunty n my family..
well tat pic still must go get fm her...
the food was great...
d noodles n rice are awesome so is the chicken!!
well so sad kant take pic with diyanah cos i kant find her..soe gang
there are more pic man gotta find them haha

champions league

2008-05-22T03:28:00.003+08:00

time is 0332hrs
man utd is facing chelsea at moscow...
1-1 with ronaldo scoring the opener n lampard equalising before halftime..
i m hoping for a win by chelsea..hehe...
though i dun like them but well liverpool is not aroung so chelsea will do..
as long not MAN UTD...
hehe

frust

2008-05-22T01:45:00.002+08:00

1st...
i fell man fm d bike..
skidded got oil on the road...
which idiot's car leaks oil?!!
well luke siket ah..
kecian hairi luke byk..
jeans koyak go Giordano(if it is spelt like dat)
grap a pants tat cost...44.10..
desperate times comes desperate measures..
'hentam saja dah tak berselua pe' must b in his mind..

well..
i m frustrated...
c'mon guys when i talk to u pls look at me...
its a sign of respect n politeness..
not look elsewhere..
when other people talk to u, u noe how to give eye contact..
aiya forget bout tat la...
but still i m pissed..
pls dun do like that to other people...

well.......

2008-05-21T07:29:00.003+08:00

People if u like somebody say it to him or her...
even if u dun get them at least it ease the feeling in u..
haiz..
i dun get these people...
seen her n i think she is worth for u to go all out for
n yet u dont want to n act so timid...
be a man do the right thing...
sampai biler dok nk diamkan diri...
be smart...

jus say to her and walk off will do i think...

bored

2008-05-20T12:12:00.001+08:00

god i m damn bored..
waiting for buah nangke tak jatuh..

the weather is damn hot...
this few days has been a hot day..

waiting...waiting...waiting...

apa sak waiting...?

waiting for someone..or something...

for a sign maybe...

i m being pathetic...

otak jam...

2008-05-20T07:29:00.003+08:00

when u love someone n wanna spend ur time with her there are few impt things

1. must accept her for hu she is.

2.accept the company she is in.

3.accept her interests n hobbies.

4.never ever hate her friends esp her best friends.

5.never make her best friends hate u. haha

6.make her smile.

7.support her in watever she does.

8.give her a listening ear when she is troubled.

well gang i can only give 8 points. kecian aku ni pun kene ajar korg..
simple things dok..haha
tp korg kelakar ah..

MARRIAGE HUMOUR

2008-05-19T19:11:00.004+08:00

Wife: 'What are you doing?'
Husband: Nothing.
Wife : 'Nothing...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour.'
Husband: 'I was looking for the expiry date.'

Wife : 'Do you want dinner?'
Husband: 'Sure! What are my choices?'
Wife: 'Yes or no.'

Wife: 'You always carry my photo in your wallet. Why?'
Hubby: 'When there is a problem, no matter how great, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.'
Wife: 'You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you?'
Hubby: 'Yes! I see your picture and ask myself what other problem can there be greater than this one?'

Stress Reliever Girl: 'When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.'
Boy:'It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles.'
Girl: 'Well that's because we aren't married yet.'

Son: 'Mum, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.'
Mom: 'Well, you have done the right thing.'
Son: 'But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.'

A newly married man asked his wife, 'Would you have married me if my father hadn't left me a fortune?'
'Honey,' the woman replied sweetly, 'I'd have married you, NO MATTER WHO LEFT YOU A FORTUNE!'

Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: 'Thanks for the early warning.'

A wife asked her husband: 'What do you like most in me, my pretty face or my sexy body?'
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: 'I like your sense of humor!

i find this funny wat say u

hahaha

2008-05-17T13:33:00.002+08:00

thurs went to training with hairi for panjy..
never been to any of their training..
will it was ok lah...
BUT...
i was out of key for 90% of the time...
how the hell is their voice so like that...
skola tk ajar pun...
haha...
dala lupe henjot..haha
skola mane henjot sgt..
penat sak aku..le die...
however i havent decided if i wanna join hairi in panjy...
seems fun but i cant commit

just wondering

2008-05-16T11:52:00.002+08:00

true love does not come by finding a perfect person,but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly...

a perfect quote for those out there trying to find a person perfect in every way..
u'll just end up not loving the person for long...
y?cos a person can never be perfect...
but he or she will try to suit u in what u need..
thats how an imperfect person can be seen as perfect to u...
so dun find fault with people due to what they are..
love them for hu they are than u will appreciate them for them...
as in they r not trying to imitate anyone..
they r unique in their way..
there is a right one for every one u might not know...
for the person u see as a bastard or fucker might be ur future mr or miss right..
so ya learn it this way...
analyse them accordingly and u will see another side of them...
every person has a soft spot n their own secrets that u have to see...

too hard to understand is it?

boring day

2008-05-13T08:59:00.003+08:00

ysterday went back to sch just to collect a stupid invitation card
like stupid like tat...

well than went to teman hairi see his drama training...
well was sleepy den i fell asleep a few times...

well it was some ppl bdae yesterday...
a girl name atiqah n liana...
so ya they got a cake and all...

after that head for home...
felt weird tat i was there watching drama wen i m not in one..
mcm menyebok gitu kate org

hmm

2008-05-12T11:04:00.002+08:00

man u won the title yet again this yr...
they r a great team i dunno y i dun like them...
Liverpool arsenal n man u won their match only chelsea draw..
hairi was so happy tat his fav team won...

ouh ya...i wonder wat the hell with cinta fitri..i tot only shahidah watch..
turn out some of my friends in the same blk watch it too..
guys summore..gee..
"kiter ual sok je ah aku nk tgk tv ah ade cite best aku: cinta fitri"
i dun understand these ppl..
not tat i dun like tat show its just i kant get to watch it..haha..
well at least i wont go like "bodo ah si dekni tkkn die bodo sgt kan"
that kindda thing like my friends do...
so i just listen to a summary of the story fm ppl...

Shopping

2008-05-10T10:00:00.000+08:00

got my share of shopping too

namenye tak saba nak tengok baju kat ruma

happy noh dapat baju

a tired day after shopping

trying 1 of the 20 odd ties there

choosing a tie for his shirt

2 hrs at marks n spenser n robinson..
just to find hairi's graduation outfit...
2 guys shopping for 2 hrs is bit wierd..
so fickle minded we are...
he kept saying "if it was taufik batisah he will..."
to choose a shirt is already darn difficult cos he is small..
in d end he cant get the shirt he wants...
but he get someting similar...

$50 left...
wanna finish it all..
to Robinson we went to find a shirt or pants tat cost $50
well he wanna buy a pants he like but it was uncool..haha
so ya in d end we got this baju tat cost us a total of 50.40..
200 dollars worth of voucher is worth it..
we spent every single cent of it..with abit of xtra..hehe

a smart shirt..
a tie..
a pants..
a belt..
2 pairs of shirt..
total $201.50...

2008-03-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

damn it man...
3-0 lost to manchester utd sucks...
at a point like this to lose out sucks...

nani,ronaldo n brown crush liverpool's defence...
how nice...
cant liverpool do something about their defence...
they need to do something with the team man...
they are lacking everything in every area...
is gerrard n torres the only two player in liverpool?
sometimes it is a yes man..

2008-02-10T18:52:00.000+08:00

gee long time no update...
well lets see i finish my prcp = finish school...
damn fast the 3 years past..
there goes poly life for me just like it did for my sec life...
wat the heck..

well waiting for my medical check-up for ns...
da 20 this yr not young lagi..damn...

well over the past few months many things happen..
1) NYP won 2nd place in piala khatulistiwa in dec tat is...
2) at last i meet diyana's bf..haha...nice guy he is..
3) i got to meet afiq afham n ram after fucking long time...

well i got many things to look forward to..

damn its almost a yr i m single man..n no one believes...
bastard...

2007-10-21T02:49:00.000+08:00

great now i kant sleep back..
well i heard something wierd than i woke up..
had a bad dream..
of zombies hahaha...
so i m blogging here..
i wanna call someone tp die da tdo..
but i will try...

hmmm...
well i talk 2 a friend that afternoon..
talk about characters of people...

some people i know thinks that they have class..
that they are gd looking and great...
well those are personal thinking..
in fact..
if i knew them i would have said it straight to their face..
c'mon la...
rating oneself is stupid...
if u think u r pretty or hensem keep it to urself..
dont give comments as if others are inferior to u in terms of looks..
so irritating...
this type of people need a slap in their faces...
for all u noe only u n ur bf or gf thinks u r hansem n pretty..
but the rest..
maybe those being polite might say u are...

jgn sesekali kutok org, suatu hari kite akan dikutok juge..
setiap insan ade kekuatan nye..
mungkin bukan dari segi rupe..
tetepi die lebih baik dari aspek lain..
sesungguh tuhan itu adil...
seorg diberi kelebihan rupe..
lagi seorg diberi kelebihan lain..
jd jgn sesekali terlalu puji diri sendiri...
atau mengutok org dr segi rupe atau physical..
seandainye kamu juga mungkin akan dikutok beb..
seperti seorg temanku..
tak 3 org temanku..
kutok org dasyat...
puji diri mcm perfecto..
tp org kutok die tk terime..
haiyo..
gone case ah ni..
kate org anggek tp dorg 2 lg terok...
hais budak2...

2007-10-18T22:53:00.000+08:00

pls ans this qn for me:

"what does it take for a person who has done wrong to correct the mistake and make people see that he has changed?"

a question asked by my patient the other day..
and i just ans depends...

life is such..
there is reality and fairy tale...
most people live in fairy tale...
meaning there is only a part to the story..
if u are bad means u are bad no doubt bout it
"and they live happily ever after"...
reality is worst...
bad points are the main topics...
rotten apples stands out the most..
teachers remember the naughty students than the rest..
people remember the bad things people has done to them rather than the good ones..
but...
reality has another side...
the pragmatic side...
action is louder than words..
past doesnt bother...
if he or she say they change, the result matter....
if not they are just an empty can...

so there it is a short summary of y my ans is depends..
cos it depends on the people that he is trying to show his change to....
pity the patient...
no friends and family

2007-09-10T11:47:00.000+08:00

10 sept today..7 days b4 ram go ns...
beb harap2 leh lepak ke kua same2 b4 ko g ns eh...
haha...
ko aku afiq afham zah hafidz ume mesti ade eh..
lepak 2gether..

hmm..
3 days 2 ramadan..
its not just enduring without food or water..
hmm...
its also a test for us..
many test that i duno like wat ah..
haha
hmm..
but i hope to go thru this time well..

2007-09-09T02:04:00.000+08:00

hmm..
2day i m missing my poly fwends..
how i wish tat everything last longer..
but then..
nothing last in this world..
the mepekness n d talktiveness of all of them will b missed...
i miss u people...

well
i kant sleep..
i duno y...

2007-09-05T11:19:00.000+08:00

Friends..
they have made up the precious times of my life...
frm sec sch friends to those in poly...
i m gonna leave the schooling life n step into working life...
well to ns first...
i dunno if i can be able to cope or not...

when i think back of the times i was in sec sch..
with afham hafidz afiq ramdhan n zahriar...
those are the faggots in my class...haha...
irritating bastards they are..
always those who never hand in homework n will start acting
as if we got do n its in our bag..
n our bags are full of paper esp ramdhan's
i cant stand that
our math teacher miss lee sk..
she memorise all our index num plus name..
bet she still remember them nw..
despite us forgetting them..
wat a cute old lady she is...
those were the times..
now afiq is in ns in the police..
ram soon to go to tekong..
me afham hafidz still schooling beb...
hope not to go army n meet ram or police n see afiq..
hope to meet up b4 ram go to ns...
hope so...
they are the best friends a guy can ever ask for...

what i wont forget bout them?
Hafidz- i thought he was a gay always smiling at us on our first meeting
Afiq- his laughter n mepek jokes
Ram- his gayness n his selua yg selalu londeh
Afham- his confidence n he is smart sak
Zahriar- pendiam tp hish..

n we call ourselves 2e gang..wahaha..cute se..

2007-09-05T02:22:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday shahidah...
da 19 dis gurl...
moge2 dimurahkn rezeki dan dipanjang kan umur ye..
amin...

lets see sept babies
5 sept-shahidah
8 sept-zul & aaron
21 sept-izyan
23 sept-farhan kibir
30 sept-ain

byk budak2 sept babies ni eh..tekopak kocek kalau nk belikan present...whaha...

well i m looking forward for kibir's bdae..wait till d suprise come smacking to his face..we'll see wat his rxn will b..wahaha..jgn tepranjat ah boy..anyway ko senyap sepi je ape da jadi sama lu boy?

2007-09-03T08:28:00.000+08:00

hmm..
well lets start with my chalet...
d chalet was okies to me..
for me its the time we the people of group 21 have fun..
but i got the feeling that some people were unhappy..
thru my observations...
thanks to afiq for booking for me..
thanks people for coming...
tunang faz is a funny dude man..
well i dun have any pictures..
hu have pics pls send to me via mail...

i m just a man..
i m no perfect person..
give me chance to prove my change..

2007-08-25T15:59:00.000+08:00

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved

Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight

Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight

So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright

No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight

2007-08-25T12:32:00.000+08:00

This whole week is full of pressure...
exam satu hal..
personal prob satu hal..
somehow i wish someone ken just help me thru...
well that is just a wish..

in life i did many bad things..
many...
i put in the effort to change..
but all r seen unimpt..

i put myself in hot soup many times..
i bring myself to face all the odds..
my mind kept thinking..
y dun i give up..
bt my heart says nvr to give up..
cos giving up means all that u put in goes to waste...

but today i m just tired..
a whole week without rest..
i may b sleeping but my mind kept thinking..
my mind is just tired out..
just hope for it to rest..

i m soe if i scold u..
bt u nvr wanna listen...
bt its ok..
i ken handle..
no matter how i brk down i have to recover
people need me badly..
i just wish u will listen..
i just wish...

1240 2509

2007-08-20T16:46:00.001+08:00

haiyo...
my hp cant turn on all of the sudden..i dunno la y...
hm phone also cock up..
what the hell se...i need to call someone die sure risau
cant get tru the hp n i kant even call...
this one sure hazwan do something to the home phone
he is the pro in all phone available in the house...
i m gonna interogate him later..
u i m at hm...i duno how to get tru u i m doing it here...
okies u...
hope u read..

posted at 1658hrs

2007-08-19T17:21:00.000+08:00

this is a story of a loving couple
who is willing to sacrifice for one another..
well here is how the story goes..

being in court is no joy..
thats what this couple encounter..
she could go to jail for 14 months if she did not get 10000 dollars cash by 5pm
and 2680 in monthly installment to pay the fine
her husband is so worried..
he only got 7000 at that moment...3000 short the amount needed for him to bring her home..
that sentence was passed at 1530 hrs..
in 1 and a half hour he has to fork out another 3000..
of which he doesn't have..
he panicked but he tried to remain calm, thinking of a way out of this mess..
he looked at his wife..she said to him she was ready to go to jail..
but he doesn't want to be apart with her...
he went out of the court at 1545hrs to get the money..
he knew someone who has the money..his mom..
he called her several times to no avail..
so he tried to go to her house..
he drove like he never did before from the court to her house..
he clocked 150km/hr on a normal road overtaking all the cars in his way..
he reached his mom's place at 1605hrs..55 min left to get to court and the bank...
he rushed up and knocked on the door..
his mom opened..luckily for him his mom did not hesitate to lend him her money..
off they went to the bank...
they left the bank at 1645 leaving with 10 minutes to go to the bank..
there he went again..
as fast as he could, beating the lights, overtaking the rest...
he knew he could have died but for his wife he speed like as if he was in a high speed chase
like as if he was still in the SPF 10 years ago...
he reached court at 1655 n he ran up to the counter to pay the 10000 dollars he has..
he wife was saved by 5 mins...
she escaped the jail term of 14 months being apart from her husband..a relieve on her face...
that was all he had..he grew weak right after paying the fine..

well this story was cut short of the original story that was told..
but this husband n wife has gone through all odds to make ends meet...

hmmm..
thats all i can say..
a man never fails to try despite all odds against him
if there is a will there is a way...

2007-08-09T07:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a fun day...
Photo taking was the item for the day..
well last day of sch has passed..
i m gonna miss group 21..
yah its true the group has its own wars..
i refuse to be a part to it..
but i still like my members...
not all but most

GP 21
Aaron: a nice guy who stood up for me on many occasions
Jess: wahliao this pweety gurl ah always got something to say sia. but is a nice person ah.
Ruth: a rational person. always thinking very well.
Dawn: is very quiet person. only know how to say f*** only haha.
Kleo: my chimney partner. n a good friend
Aini: funny n cute lil gurl. still got a lot to learn.
Ain: she is smart. n wicked. has own radio station 24.6 FM
Diyanah: another quiet girl. malay version of dawn. is timid but yet still sweet.
Fazilah: loudest in the class. so noisy one. but the blue eye of the class. she is sweet yes. but i like to fite with her. haha. but she is very informative and almost has answers to all questions. ENGAGED

OThers
Fauzy: great guy. full of ideas.
Khidzir: a funny person.

Brothers
Zul: always stood up for me in the hard times. thanks man
Farhan aka kibir: same bdae with me n has been there in the hardest hour of my life. n he is hot tempered. haha.
Hairi: 20 yr old lad with a 15 yr old attitude. to me he is a funny guy. a guy we would offer protection from any people who will harm him.

---
Shahidah: is a great person in my life.

These people has made my life in poly so interesting. we may not be the best of friends but we are sure quite close. these people i m gonna miss n hope to meet them after i had graduate. hope so. hope that when i finish ns and all we will have a reunion n some may even have kids already. kant wait for her wedding. the 1st among us to get married. haha. these people have supported me in my life at NYP. sweet memories i have with them will always be remembered.

2007-06-30T21:38:00.000+08:00

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