Saturday, August 25, 2007;
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and loved
Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, You're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me
I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone.
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone everything will be alright
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
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This whole week is full of pressure...
exam satu hal..
personal prob satu hal..
somehow i wish someone ken just help me thru...
well that is just a wish..
in life i did many bad things..
many...
i put in the effort to change..
but all r seen unimpt..
i put myself in hot soup many times..
i bring myself to face all the odds..
my mind kept thinking..
y dun i give up..
bt my heart says nvr to give up..
cos giving up means all that u put in goes to waste...
but today i m just tired..
a whole week without rest..
i may b sleeping but my mind kept thinking..
my mind is just tired out..
just hope for it to rest..
i m soe if i scold u..
bt u nvr wanna listen...
bt its ok..
i ken handle..
no matter how i brk down i have to recover
people need me badly..
i just wish u will listen..
i just wish...
1240 2509
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Monday, August 20, 2007;
haiyo...
my hp cant turn on all of the sudden..i dunno la y...
hm phone also cock up..
what the hell se...i need to call someone die sure risau
cant get tru the hp n i kant even call...
this one sure hazwan do something to the home phone
he is the pro in all phone available in the house...
i m gonna interogate him later..
u i m at hm...i duno how to get tru u i m doing it here...
okies u...
hope u read..
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Sunday, August 19, 2007;
this is a story of a loving couple
who is willing to sacrifice for one another..
well here is how the story goes..
being in court is no joy..
thats what this couple encounter..
she could go to jail for 14 months if she did not get 10000 dollars cash by 5pm
and 2680 in monthly installment to pay the fine
her husband is so worried..
he only got 7000 at that moment...3000 short the amount needed for him to bring her home..
that sentence was passed at 1530 hrs..
in 1 and a half hour he has to fork out another 3000..
of which he doesn't have..
he panicked but he tried to remain calm, thinking of a way out of this mess..
he looked at his wife..she said to him she was ready to go to jail..
but he doesn't want to be apart with her...
he went out of the court at 1545hrs to get the money..
he knew someone who has the money..his mom..
he called her several times to no avail..
so he tried to go to her house..
he drove like he never did before from the court to her house..
he clocked 150km/hr on a normal road overtaking all the cars in his way..
he reached his mom's place at 1605hrs..55 min left to get to court and the bank...
he rushed up and knocked on the door..
his mom opened..luckily for him his mom did not hesitate to lend him her money..
off they went to the bank...
they left the bank at 1645 leaving with 10 minutes to go to the bank..
there he went again..
as fast as he could, beating the lights, overtaking the rest...
he knew he could have died but for his wife he speed like as if he was in a high speed chase
like as if he was still in the SPF 10 years ago...
he reached court at 1655 n he ran up to the counter to pay the 10000 dollars he has..
he wife was saved by 5 mins...
she escaped the jail term of 14 months being apart from her husband..a relieve on her face...
that was all he had..he grew weak right after paying the fine..
well this story was cut short of the original story that was told..
but this husband n wife has gone through all odds to make ends meet...
hmmm..
thats all i can say..
a man never fails to try despite all odds against him
if there is a will there is a way...
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Thursday, August 9, 2007;
yesterday was a fun day...
Photo taking was the item for the day..
well last day of sch has passed..
i m gonna miss group 21..
yah its true the group has its own wars..
i refuse to be a part to it..
but i still like my members...
not all but most
GP 21
Aaron: a nice guy who stood up for me on many occasions
Jess: wahliao this pweety gurl ah always got something to say sia. but is a nice person ah.
Ruth: a rational person. always thinking very well.
Dawn: is very quiet person. only know how to say f*** only haha.
Kleo: my chimney partner. n a good friend
Aini: funny n cute lil gurl. still got a lot to learn.
Ain: she is smart. n wicked. has own radio station 24.6 FM
Diyanah: another quiet girl. malay version of dawn. is timid but yet still sweet.
Fazilah: loudest in the class. so noisy one. but the blue eye of the class. she is sweet yes. but i like to fite with her. haha. but she is very informative and almost has answers to all questions. ENGAGED
OThers
Fauzy: great guy. full of ideas.
Khidzir: a funny person.
Brothers
Zul: always stood up for me in the hard times. thanks man
Farhan aka kibir: same bdae with me n has been there in the hardest hour of my life. n he is hot tempered. haha.
Hairi: 20 yr old lad with a 15 yr old attitude. to me he is a funny guy. a guy we would offer protection from any people who will harm him.
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Shahidah: is a great person in my life.
These people has made my life in poly so interesting. we may not be the best of friends but we are sure quite close. these people i m gonna miss n hope to meet them after i had graduate. hope so. hope that when i finish ns and all we will have a reunion n some may even have kids already. kant wait for her wedding. the 1st among us to get married. haha. these people have supported me in my life at NYP. sweet memories i have with them will always be remembered.
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